ON TV GLUED

live apocalypso
i swear
got stuck to night raids on tv tonight on Ouzaii and haret hreik and rweiss
why???

planes, from the sea ??? weird flames of fires coming out of the suburbs
the noise of the bombs .... and that is me sitting in london watching beirut live burning
this is torture ...for all the nation haram ....
man!! the bombings.... the flames !!.... huge destruction tonight
why is israel doing that ...? hein??? hizib is not firing from beirut

i am so worried about people in ouzaii they might be still there
because the enemy did not mention them in the pamphlets tonight ...
it was maybe the first time ever hit , or maybe once before but not that much

they hit same spot like 14 times... minimum , we must know what this thing they r hitting ...
maybe (SOME GUY CALLED) ali nasrallah...is hiding there and 14 raids are not enough ....

now planes are hovering mentally over dahieh again tonight , and ships bombing ouzaii ...

hmm i a trying to go to bed , but everytime i say i am going a big explosion , u won't believe it like massive tall balls of fire , as if it is like out of this world ... cannot believe my eyes ..watching my country live on tv from london ... i am driving myself mad but cannot do anythign else.


in 98 i shot my first film , some of the scenes in ouzaii , i wanted a close shot of the airport runway and we went there spent the day shooting planes landing ( not shooting israeli style , i mean creatively with a 16mm bolex!) nice scene in the film
will get u shots of it stills in the coming days ...if i remember ...

but ouzaii has good furniture stores for someone to get la'ata as we say... they r good people in ouzaii , friendly people never been nasty ...they r refugees fro mostly baalbeck who had to flee their villages during the war 20 years ago ...now israel comes after the very very poor...okok they r hisbollah , all of them ? in ouzaii ? khallas ? generalisation TOTALE????

i can hear the NEWTV camera assitant talking to a foreigner , maybe reporter , he is saying :" SMOK SMOK!!! he too is amazed by the strenght of the raids ....

waaaaaaaaaaa....big bang ...now alarms of cars .... dahieh ...now .... dahieh now wawwww
strong ones....in parallel 5 raids in baalbeck ... shou hayda ?

i can see black smoke even in the darkest time of the day.... it is that black ... noise noise pollution come on... environment friendly IDF ... very human .... khallas stop it ..stop provoking...stop it....

i can hear the crickets of beirut at night in middle of all that ... maybe now ouzaii done with , now haret hreik two raids.... very very black smoke....

(it is 4:30ambeirut time by the way) raids started exactly 1:07am ...when my mum's eyes maybe just rested to sleep reading her book or something , now they ruined her night and killed so many maybe ...especially i am worried on ouzaii people ...

Now we can hear spy plane over dahieh which is taking photos , maybe so we can have an archive of before and after ...or just the IDF might use it tomorrow in their press release america style ...here there is a terrorist running see him??? now you don't!!!

i wish my digital camera is charged i would have taken u some pics , tomorrow maybe , knowing the neighbours (I) they might do it for sake of my camera tomorrow ...
stop people stop!!! think peace , we r we will everyone on earth wants peace nobody wants to kill himself except george bush ...really ...

ok my msn friend has left too , he cannot watch anymore , he is in london too and he was fallling asleep ...told me to call him 'when the shit hits the fan ' i do not know what that means .... anyways maybe i should go to bed too ... please do not bomb anymore ...

EVERY LEBANESE SOUL THAT DIED IN THIS WAR (900 already) and every displaced (1million approx my now) so like 1million 900 more people who hate israel tonight ...now ....
stop stop this hate ..let us all go to bed ...and go talk ... talk ... there r mobiles, faxes , germans, french, americans,saoudis,jordanians,egyptians,russians,chinese...all these cannot give both partis phones so they can call each other???

just one phone call between olmert and nasrallah will stop that ... ya olmert ya 'ghabi' Nasrallah would say'stop' and 'we will stop' (that is what actually he said today...) please let me make this clear : nasrallah said today in his televised speech , if israel bombs our capital beirut (he actually means exactly downtown) i will hit tel aviv...
bbc decides to twist it and say that nasrallah meant beirut ...any beirut kind of thing... no he did not...and i hope tonight won't provoke him to go to tel aviv because he can , and we all do not want more escalation because olmert now is saying if nasrallah hits tel aviv , he will destroy all , ALL , ALL Lebanese infrastructure .... not hizbolla , alllll .... listen to what nasrallah is telling you , understand each others' speeches so no one destroys anyone anymore ... stop...

with this thought i tell u olmert please read lips, be logical and stop it ... it is becmoing pathetic and please go see an anger management councellor you cannot just go on like that , shaping your anger into great balls of fire while my nation is sleeping...

they will have nightmares and you r the king of their nightmares...do u like to be a nightmare??

goodnight...